its 2 in the morning and I had the dream again..its a reaccuring dream that i can not escape. although it is not a scary dream it has even began to huant my days. in this dream there is this house in the middle of nowhere that i am drawn to but its not the house that draws me it is what is behind the house. Theres a hill a very very steep almost neverending hill and I must climb this hill. something is calling to me from atop this hill. I am so excited, so nervous, I cannot fathom what is beyond this hill although I know it is something amazing. When I finally get to the top I see the other side I start crying for what i see ther fills my heart with so much happiness and joy. Its a garden a beautiful garden that words cannot describe. There are roses and sunflowers and butterflies everywhere and the greenest softest grass. And on the grass near a bench there is a picnic setup with no one there. The wind is blowing just enough to create a cooling breeze and tickles the back of my neck. I love this garden I explore every inch of it but there is still something calling to me from this garden that I cannot find. I then begin to search frantically for I have been to this garden before and had such a sense of fullfillment that I now realize that what is calling to me is probably a really really great thing. so I sit on the bench and wait I wait for as long as it takes for the one that is calling to find me. Then I wake up with this overwhelming feeling of loss and sadness. Then for days In my unconscious awakeness I hear the calling and have the fear that I will not have the dream again and may not be able to continue the search. Then just about the time I stop hearing the calling and quit feeling so lost I have the dream again. Its weird almost like my soul is hearing someone elses speak to me. Or..... it could just be a silly dream.
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that may help, even if you just had a look on the internet for a dream dictionary. read more
on the dream